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I'm not going to argue in my own defense, because I feel it somewhat pointless. I've seen the posts, except the ones in the game, because I promised I wouldn't. What I did wasn't right. You're right. You're all right, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I hurt you, because it wasn't my intention, and I should have acted more appropriately. I should have thought through my actions, and I didn't, and I was disrespectful. I'm not expecting to be forgiven, and I know that's sinking to the lower bit of your priorities. I took too long to write a leaving post, so here it is, because you will hopefully read this.

I should have given more notice. I should have given notice in general. You guys are some of my best friends, and I acted inappropriately, and you feel that I betrayed you. And I don't know what to say that won't make you think that I'm feeling sorry for myself. I made a huge mistake. No one forced me into it, no one persuaded me. It was something that i did and take complete responsibility for, and I'm sorry for it.

I love you all, and I'm sorry that I hurt you.

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rugbybaby
Nov. 8th, 2006 10:05 pm (UTC)
I'm glad the game is going to pull through. At one point yesterday, before I think it really hit home, you said something nice to me about coming back if I wanted to. I know that invitation is not there anymore, and I understand why. I've broken a lot of trust, and I know you can't trust me anymore.

I had no idea that I had that effect, I really really didn't, and if I'd know I would have dropped Glen. I honestly didn't think she was a Sue, and the changes that you sent me for her, I was going to make. I honestly didn't know that bit, and there's really nothing that I can say that will make up for what I've done. Saying I'm sorry isn't enough, and I know that.

If there was something I could do, I would. If I could take it back, I would, but I know I can't, and I know that there's no reason I should be given that chance anyway. I'm sorry for what I've done to all of you.