At long last, the computer is getting sent in today. I've marked down at least five or six times that I don't want my hard drive wiped, and with as many times as I have called, they'd better listen if they don't want another phone call from me :).
Getting mad at people is something I do, and I hope I don't do it often. It usually disappears, never to be remembered again, but when it comes back up, I feel a sense of sadness. Perhaps things will get better as time moves on. There are so many transitions happening all at once, and it's hard to keep track. I for one have a difficult time with this. I have to understand that things might not get better. Just look at what has happened to my roommate from junior year. Crystal was my best friend, and then it just fell through. There were little things that had irked me before we moved in together, but I knew I loved her and we could deal. But no such luck. And at the same time, my ex and I were cracking up. I look back and feel a sense of sadness, for both of them, for the loss that I have. Well, maybe not so much for the ex. He's been around so much it's beyond annoying. He beats out my cousin easily. It's the same for other people. It's hard to know when to draw that line, the line that you feel you can never cross over again. When do you cut off a person who was a good friend and is no longer? Do you continue talking for maybe five minutes a month, or just abruptly shut off conversation altogether? I'm not really in such a position. I've never voiced my feelings.
In less than a month, I will be in Sicily. I am so excited. I've missed Angel a lot, which is odd, since I haven't seen him since February. We talk on the phone a little bit each week. I'm glad I get to see him again, and in my home country, no less.
OH. I don't know if any of you ever took him, but Professor Vari of the Modern Languages Department at SCU is retiring! He was one of the better Italian teachers (cough *Riviello* cough) and is well-known for taking students to Assisi and such. I didn't take classes from him, but there's a big shindig happening, and I might go.
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
Stolen from </a></b></a>vintagefury and </a></b></a>greghaspants