That's it, I've about had it.
I would like to think I have a good amount of patience. This quarter hasn't been my finest, but I figured I would be okay. I've gotten slam dunked with work this quarter. And please let me bitch about this for a second. I know some people have more work than I do, and that's stellar. But give me a break.
It's been bad enough feeling really separated from a lot of my friends. This, of course, was brought on my myself, for the most part. I have a tendency to just let things go, but we all do that.
I've asked a lot of peoples' advice about what I should do about Travis. I've tried to avoid the issue with Scott and Jordan because it really only causes more arguments. I just wanted this issue to go away. It's not like I did anything wrong.
But now I'm pissed off. I've been trying so hard to push it down that it's got nowhere to go, and it burns. Yesterday was too much. I couldn't hold back, but you couldn't say I didn't try. I tried to get away. After the whole ordeal I came back home and was miserable the entire evening. I got about an hour of sleep because I coudln't help thinking about it and I had a paper to write. I honestly don't remember when I have been so miserable.
So that's it. I've had enough. I know it's not such a great idea. But I'm tired of running away. I'm tired of getting pushed around when I know I can handle myself. I won't go out of my way looking for trouble. But I'm not going to get out the way when it comes up on me.