January 11th, 2004

dorcas is my muse.

Depressing Rant: sorry

So I'm pretty sure that my weekend could not really have gone much worse.  I'm not saying that it went worse than everyone elses.  And I did have a good time with my friends.  It was when I was NOT with my friends that my weekend sunk as far into Hell as possible.  Now I don't know what to do.  I think it's a little early in the game to come to a straight decision about this.  I don't want to be hasty and do something I'd regret (unlike some people).  I'm allowed to say that and then take it back whenever I want to.  I just don't know what to do.  I know people will tell me to do this or that.  I really don't mind, but I just don't know what to say.  Except that I think I'll go home and hug my teddy bear. Okay, I'm sorry. I know people are having a hard time this weekend and I should count my lucky stars that everything's semi-all right. Many people have had problems. This post will fade off soon enough, though, so no more apologies.

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